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He opened the cabin
door too quickly to have been abed, but
he did look rumpled and his coat and hat had gone missing, along
with his boots. When he saw her, surprise flickered across his
face. The hour was late enough for that, and full night had long
since descended on the ship. Elizabeth squared her shoulders.
I cant sleep, she explained, and it was no
more than the truth. Her thoughts had indeed denied her restagainand
she had lain awake, alone in the berth that had once been Anamarias,
beset by the knowledge that no vastness of ocean separated them,
this time, only the planks of the Pearl, his beloved Pearl,
and an honest answer.
No? said Jack, with an odd, mercurial grin. That
makes two of us, then.
And he stepped aside, to let her in.
*
Candles were lit around the cabin, and gossamer shadows rippled
on the walls like water. There were maps and charts
strewn over the tabletop: it appeared he had been perusing them
before she had knocked. Elizabeth noted the quill and
ink, standing next to a bottle of rum, as well as a few scribbled
pieces of paper. Planning, Captain Sparrow?
Planning and plotting, the Captain replied. He sprawled
into a chair and propped his feet on the edge of the table, ankles
crossed. Well, what is it that keeps you from your slumber,
Mrs. Turner?
He sounded mildly curious, merely that, and his gaze was neither
mocking nor teasing, but her mouth went dry as dust,
and she could not speak.
Elizabeth? he prompted, as the silence lengthened.
Its not she began, then faltered and
shook her head, angrily, hating how the words tangled and stuck
in her throat,
when they were so perfectly clear in her mind.
She had not acted the shy, blushing maiden in his company, even
when she, by rights, ought to have, and blast it
she would not do so now. It came out clumsily, but that was of
no consequence, because she said it, and the boundary was breached:
You.
His brows lifted. Hows that, love?
Youve behaved like the veriest gentleman, of late,
Elizabeth pressed on, gradually finding her ground, and the courage
that had eluded her. And Id rather you didnt.
Jacks pose remained the same, in fact, he did not move
at all, but every semblance of leisurely ease vanished, laying
bare a sharp, piercing intensity. Though this had happened, in
the past, Elizabeth had seldom been the cause of it, and was far
from impervious to its effects. A frisson ran through her, much
like the sheer thrill of the height, after having climbed to the
crows nest.
Is that so? he asked, and his voice slid down, and
deep underneath her skin. If my being a gentle man displeases
you, Lizzie me girl, pray tell what kind of man youd have
me be.
A scoundrel. The irony of it almost made her smile.
For the whole of their acquaintance, that epithet had been an
insult, and she would have scoffed at the idea that it would,
one day, carry another meaning. A pirate. Its aye,
Captain Sparrow.
His eyes turned nearly as black as the kohl that outlined them,
but he still did not move.
Elizabeth swallowed, and added, somewhat unsteadily, I
want you to touch me, Jack. I want it so much it hurts.
A tense quiet reigned, for a moment, an entire eternity, and
she felt frayed by emotion, then Jack swung his feet down
and rose, approaching her with less swagger than he was wont to
display, but with all of his liquid grace.
He stopped in front of her, at such a distance as might be considered
inappropriate between a gentleman and a respectable widow, and
his nearness, the solid warmth of him, unnerved her more than
she had been prepared for, but not more, she suspected, than he
had intended it to do.
Touch you, eh? he said, ever so lightly. Like
this?
He did not thread his fingers through her hair, the way he had
before; he traced a feathery path, instead, from her temple and
over her cheek, swerving around the curve of her jaw. Her pulses
leapt, and she let her head fall to the side, yearning for more,
like a starveling. But Jack ignored the opportunity with which
she presented him; he drew back and studied her thoughtfully,
as if contemplating a delicate problem.
Or, perhaps, he mused, like this?
With infinite care, he took her hand, skimming his thumb across
the scar, and he did not wait for her to become adjusted to the
feeling, ere he placed his lips where his thumb had been. Elizabeth
gasped and her other hand clenched and unclenched, convulsively,
bunching in the fabric of her breeches. Such a little thing, and
yet she burned Good Lord shed be cinders
and ash when this was done.
Yes, she choked out and, No.
Jack straightened. Too much, is it, Elizabeth, or not enough?
He leaned forward, to whisper in her ear, Show me.
She twisted, with a muffled oath of frustration, blindly seeking
his mouth, and he responded with a hunger that was, she discovered,
similar to her own, pulling her flush against him. It was not
like kissing Will; apart from the trinkets and the taste of him,
the manner of it was all Captain Jack Sparrow, and she lost herself
to it, drinking him in.
It ended, as abruptly as it had begun, and Elizabeth stumbled
backwards, bumping into the table. She fought to catch her breath
and, as she looked at him, could not comprehend how the dancing,
the not touching, had even been possible. If we dont
get to the bed very soon, she said, with a shiver, I
dont think we will.
Cant argue with that, love, he answered, unbuckling
his belt, but Im not the one clinging to the table
for dear life.
Oh! She flushed, disconcerted, and relinquished her
grasp.
Not that Id complain, Jack continued, blithely,
untying his sash, and those charts could be pushed away,
in a thrice,
if youre set upon it.
A shaky laugh escaped her. The bed would be more comfortable,
I believe.
I imagine it would, he agreed, discarding his vest,
and his smile widened, it brimmed with golden, wicked delight.
Come here.
She did.
*
Clothes were an obstacle, as what they covered could not be attended
to, and the ache inside of her was a rising tide. They sat down
on the bed, the hasty fumbling with garments occasionally broken
by a kiss or a nip, then Jack deftly rid Elizabeth of her shirt,
and though she had longed to be free of it, she stiffened awkwardly
at the draft of air and the gravity of his regard. Will had thought
her beautiful, but JackJack was unpredictable in so many
ways, and she was well aware that she was willowy, rather than
buxom.
He tipped her chin towards him, when she would have ducked it,
and his eyes glittered, candlelight flared in the depths of them.
Siren.
Hardly that, Elizabeth protested. Im
not She trailed off, as Jack splayed his hand flat
above her heart, the weight of it equally a promise and a reassurance.
Oh, but you are, he stated, in that lilting tone
he often affected for the telling of tales and nascent legends,
his palm circling the swell of her breast, with slow deliberation.
Stricken deaf, tied to the main mast and clapped in ironsI
would still heed your call.
She sighed and arched into his caress, unaccountably stirred
by the contrast of soft and callused, pale and dark. Is
thatsupposed to be a compliment, Captain Sparrow?
Aye, Mrs. Turner, he said. It is.
And he bent his head, proceeding to put that damnably clever
tongue of his to a different use.
The very marrow in her bones melted, at that instant, and she
sank onto her back. He altered his position, accordingly, and
the wealth of beads and coins trickled in cool rivulets over her
skin, but his mouth was searing hot, drawing doubt from her like
poison from a wound. By the time he got to the slope of her belly,
not a shred of it was left, and a ragged, uneven, Jack,
was as much of a plea as she could muster.
Patience, love. Jack chuckled, the minute vibrations
and the rasp of his beard and moustache an exquisite torture.
Patience.
He removed her breeches, inch by unhurried inch, and much to
her dismay, could not be persuaded, or tempted, to rush. When
he had finished, Elizabeth was white-knuckled and panting and
quite at the end of her tether. Jack shifted so that he was beside
her and, after a fluttering sojourn down her inner thigh, at last
settled his fingersoh, God, those fingersright where
she needed them to be.
An incoherent cry was torn from her, as unladylike as it surely
was unlike that of a mythical siren, and it was only the first
of numerous such, for he commenced to coaxing them out of her,
with great skill and success, watching her, all the while, with
a dark, heavy-lidded gaze.
She might have begged him, she knew she cursed him, she thought
she would die, overwhelmed by sensation. And Jack, the scoundrel,
the pirate, gave her no quarter, nor would she have accepted it,
if he had, but when she splintered and shattered, beneath his
touch, and started to tremble, he held her and he anchored her
there, until she had calmed.
*
Even the slightest of motions seemed beyond her, in the daze
and afterglow of pleasure. But Jack was tracing languid,
tingling patterns on her calf: swirling spirals and suns and undulating
waves, and something far more elaborate, that she
did not recognise, and the corners of her lips quirked, as if
of their own volition. A sparrow?
Swan, he chided, repeating the sweep of an elegant
neck.
Her smile was inevitable; it could not be helped. Of course,
I should have guessed. She turned her head on the pillow
to glance at him. Its not fair.
What isnt?
That youre mostly dressed, and Im not.
Elizabeth managed to push herself up so that she was sitting,
with a concentrated effort of will, and tugged at the loose ties
at the neck of his shirt. The injustice would be corrected,
if you took these off.
He raised a brow.
At my service, was it not? she reminded him, brushing
her hand down the part of his chest that was exposed to her view,
and was gratified to see his jaw tighten. Captain Jack Sparrow?
It was. His eyes flashed, but not in anger. Impudent
chit. He captured her wrist and kissed it, then nimbly slipped
out of the bed and did what she had suggested he should do.
Desire rekindled in a heady surge, but was dampened, just as
swiftly, by concern. The scars from his shoulders to his waist
were familiar to her, after having cared for him while he was
ill, but she winced, horrified anew, when he stripped naked and
she spotted the criss-cross marks that had previously been hidden,
and the large burn above his knee.
Not quite the reaction I was hoping for, love, he
commented, wryly, as he joined her.
No, but Elizabeth frowned, chasing off an unexpected
stinging of tears. I might never have known you. You could
have died, years ago, and I would never have known you.
Ah, but you wouldve known of me, Jack
quipped, but she glared at him and his expression changed. Could
have, he conceded. Didnt.
Im glad, she stated, fiercely, and touched
him.
It was almost like making a chart, except she was committing
it to memory rather than paper. His body was the sea and his smooth
and silken skin the surface of the water, disturbed by scars and
tattoos. Reefs and shoals. Islands, by which she could take her
bearings.
She navigated from one to the other, determining the shape, texture
and location of each. And Jack did not object to her painstaking,
scholarly thoroughness, rather the opposite; his lashes swept
down, his muscles snapped taut underneath her questing fingertips,
like sails in the wind, and his breathing grew shallow and rapid.
Emboldened by this sight, Elizabeth leaned in to nibble at the
hollow of his throat, her hands drifting low.
Bloody hell, Lizzie! he growled, at that, no hint
of velvet in his voice. And he grabbed her, kissing her hard and
urgent and open-mouthed, and they fell against the bed linen in
a tumble of limbs.
Laughter bubbled through her, but then he cradled her hips to
his andit was real, it was Jack, it was as close as flesh
would allow, and that gave her solemn pause.
He stilled, like she had, muttering something unintelligible,
and Elizabeth briefly savoured that lull, before hooking her leg
over his and urging him to move. Fire sparkled, as he complied,
and she wrapped her arms around him, snaring herself in locks
and braids. She readily picked up his rhythm and pace, remembering
the how of it, even though she was out of practice, and she embraced
the nuances that differed from her former experiences of such
intimacy as unreservedly as she embraced the man.
Jack.
Salt. Salt and devil rum and burnished gold, and those infernal
baubles that trickled and tickled and maddened her, almost as
much as did the feel of him on top of her and inside of her. She
could not bear it; she struggled and strained, matching him, both
of their hearts raging like the thunder, and every sound he utteredcoming
undone for her, because of hershe swallowed, greedily, licking
them up.
Jack.
It was not so violent, so wrenching a release as the earlier
had been, but it shook her, for all its sweetness, and she
clutched at him, with a moan that was more than half a sob. And
Jack followed suit, her name on his lips, his shudders mingling
with hers.
*
They stayed entwined, for a long while. Now that,
Jack eventually observed, was interesting.
Elizabeth snorted, and she hit him, but not in earnest, it ended
up a butterfly stroking along the slender arc of his spine. Wretch.
Very interesting, at the very least.
He chuckled. Fair enough. Very interesting.
When he withdrew from her, she curled up next to him, utterly
spent and scorched near translucent, if not completely turned
to cinders and ash. Little by little, she became cognisant of
her surroundings and the noises that floated around her. The Pearl
was conversing with the ocean, in a continuous singsong; hushed
murmurs and whispers interspersed with the groaning of timber.
A penny for your thoughts, love.
Elizabeth started, having presumed he was sleeping. She rolled
over onto her stomach and up on her elbows, her hair shrouding
her. I wonder, she said, and it was not altogether
in jest, if she disapproves.
Not as such, Jack replied, amused, and he did not
question whom or what she meant. She wont forget you
brought me back to her.
Elizabeth nodded, strangely relieved. She did not exactly believe
his statement, but neither could she have sworn he was wrong.
The border between the conceivable and the inconceivable was uncommonly
thin aboard the Black Pearl, curse or not. Skeletal crew
or not. And if the Pearl had good graces, shed prefer
to be in them. She reached out to fiddle with a metal coin. Jack?
The reason you were awake, was it alike to mine?
Well, he said, with an admonishing tap to her shoulder,
your answer tarried, Mrs. Turner. Her cheeks heated,
suddenly, and he added, What decided you?
She hesitated, then admitted, What should have decided
me, when you asked, save for fears and foolish notions.
Her fingers darted to the scar from where the Spanish Commander
had shot him. If God forfend fate and fortune
should ever be less kind, I would never forgive myself for not
doing this.
Jack pondered that, his mien serious. And having done it,
as it were, do you regret it?
No, she said, simply, but with firm conviction, and
crept forward a bit to be able to properly kiss him, lingering
until her breath was quite stolen away. Pirate.
The men will talk, she mumbled, when she could.
Theyll say its about bloody time, I reckon,
Jack remarked. Gibbs made a to do about my purported ill-humour
yesterday, and even Parrots been eyeing me funny.
Parrot? Elizabeth grinned. Doesnt he
always? And a wild, curious joy unfurled within her, the
spread of its wings like that of an albatross. Or a dragon. They
would be right, you know, she said, it was
about time.

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