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He slept fitfully
and because he did, Elizabeth did not sleep a wink. When
the chair grew too uncomfortable, she walked around in the cabin
until the ache in her back had eased, then returned to her chosen
seat once more, waiting for the dawn, or for Jack to wake, whichever
of the two came first.
She wondered if it was pain or memories of the island that plagued
him, dearly wishing she was wiser in the ways of healing such
wounds. They would soon reach Tortuga and, even with a spyglass,
even from up in the crows nest, that particular, godforsaken
spit of land could not be seen.
But though they had left it behind, in body, the mind lingered
and would not let go. In her own dreams, she ran across that beach
again, each step as slow as if she was knee-deep in mud, and found
him dead, not living and breathing, but dead, and she knew him
only by the beads that rattled like bones when she touched them.
She had not been able to believe that he was gone, she scarcely
dared to believe, now, that he was here.
Jack cried out, suddenly, voice tinged with sharp desperation,
and Elizabeth scrambled to her feet, hurrying to the bed. In the
flickering light of her small, nearly burnt out candle, his face
was hollowed and shining with sweat.
Hush, she whispered, feeling his forehead for signs
of fever and finding none. Its all right. Youre
safe.
He jerked and his eyes opened, but the expression in them was
distant, as if the nightmare had not relinquished its hold. Elizabeth?
Yes.
Jack frowned. You burned the rum.
Elizabeth gave a slight snort. Youll never let me
forget that, will you? She shook her head, annoyance inextricably
mingled with worry. Jack? Do you know where you are?
Aye. His throat bobbed as he swallowed, once, twice,
blinking like an owl. Im on the Pearl.
And, with that, broke into a fit of rasping coughs.
She placed the candle on the nearby chest, so as to be able to
help him drink some water. To her relief, the precious liquid,
tepid though it was, seemed to bring him to full awareness.
Jack slumped against the pillows, wearily, and regarded her with
a critical gaze. You look a positive fright, love.
Elizabeth grimaced self-consciously, rubbing her right temple.
I suppose I do. Ive notslept well.
Wont do either of us much good if you push yourself
to exhaustion, reasoned Jack. Besides, Gibbsd
be sorely displeased, I wager.
Hed grouse at me, she admitted, biting her
lip uncertainly. Id rather not leave you.
Didnt say you had to, he replied. The
beds large enough. Caught by surprise, Elizabeth blushed
and Jack, noting her consternation, added dryly, and with some
regret, Couldnt, even if I wanted to, darling. Im
as weak as a bloody kitten.
I wasnt The blush spread like wildfire
down her neck. Perhaps for a moment, then.
Decision made, she turned away from him, to gain a reprieve,
but his smile still warmed her as if it was golden indeed, like
the sun, sending a flurry of sparks along her spine. Elizabeth
took off her shoes, putting them neatly together, then, after
a brief hesitation, blew out the candle and gingerly stretched
out next to him, grateful she wasnt wearing a corset and
that he, the pirate, wore breeches, at least, if little else.
When her arm bumped against his, she started, drawing back.
I wont break, Lizzie, he pointed out. Nor
bite.
She felt ridiculous. It should not have bothered her; she had
nursed him these last few days, after all, without any difficulty
or foolish fluster. But it was different, like this, with both
of them lying down in the dark, in so intimate, if innocent a
fashion; it skirted the edges of her most reckless flights of
fancy, and that unnerved her. You had better not,
she muttered.
Which?
Either, she said. Both.
Agreed! Now, if thats settled, will you stop this
devilish fussing!
She did, eventually, she was far too tired not to. At some point,
though, her hand strayed up to his beads, in an attempt
to convince herself, to make herself believe. They were blessedly
ordinary, solid and smooth; they did not rattle like empty death.
Jack?
Aye?
Elizabeth sighed. Nothing, merelyJack.
His low, quiet laughter untied the knots in her stomach, one
by one. She fell, fast and oddly contented, into a deep slumber
that lasted a great deal longer than a moment, her fingers tangled
in the seaweed of his hair.

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